requiem
this post is more for me than anyone else and thus won't be understood by anyone but me.
This post is a requiem to something amazing that might have been, but didn't happen. Something that even though that it didn't happen I still want __very__ much to happen. Something that if it would have happened I would have said that I am complete. That I'm happy beyond my wildest dreams (and they are sometimes wild ;-))
But it didn't. That even it if in the future it would materialize, not that it stands chance of happening, but never say never ;-) I'll say: no thank you. To late :-(
I know there is a contradiction in this post. It will always be there ...
This post is a requiem to something amazing that might have been, but didn't happen. Something that even though that it didn't happen I still want __very__ much to happen. Something that if it would have happened I would have said that I am complete. That I'm happy beyond my wildest dreams (and they are sometimes wild ;-))
But it didn't. That even it if in the future it would materialize, not that it stands chance of happening, but never say never ;-) I'll say: no thank you. To late :-(
I know there is a contradiction in this post. It will always be there ...
